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Hallo pembaca! Bingung mau ngadu ke siapa. Malu setiap cerita pasti dia lagi, dia lagi. Itu-itu aja. :(

Mata sembab, makin beler. Nangis gak berenti-berenti. Nyesek tau :''((

Lg les. Iseng buka twitter….. search tl dia….. *jengjeng

(ngucur air mata tiba-tiba)

A : (diem kayak orang dongo, pikiran kacau, airmata ngucur)

P : (ngajak becanda)

A : (gak denger, gak peduli, cuma bs ngangguk geleng doang)

B : (ngajak ngobrol)

A : (gak denger, gak peduli, cuma bs ngangguk geleng doang)

A : Kak permisi ke kamar mandi (sambil lari)

Dan buka bbm...

A : :'( :'( :'(

B : Kenapa heh???????

A : Mau mampus aaaa gak kuat :'''((

B : Kenapa lagi dia???

A : (cerita panjang sampe balik lagi ke kelas)

Sms ke dia
A : Cie dpnya bagus yah
Y : eh janganlah nanti sakit:( tp makasih yah
MIRIS ANJIRRRRRRRRR RASANYA MAU MAMPUS NYESEK ABIS!

balik ke kelas

S : XL bagus gak yaah?

A : (geleng)

S : Udah ah la, kenapa sih? (sambil ngambil hp di meja ku)

A : Tau ah gak kuat masalah baru lagi anjing (nangis tambah kejer)

S : Ya Allah dia lagi, udah ah la ga pantes ditangisin

A : Nyesek tau :'(

Rumah

K : Ayuk cerita!

A : (sambil meluk sambil nangis)
gak kuat :''(

K : (ceramah panjang.............. bgt)

A : (cuma bisa nangis)
Rasanya mau cabut mata, GAK MAU LIAT! Sakit banget. Kali ini bener-bener keilangan.

Sekarang.... gak ada lagi yang ramein hp, gak ada lagi yg bm pagi-pagi, gak ada lagi yg sms di sekolah, gak ada yg bawel kalo aku gak tidur, gak ada yg nyapa di les, gak ada yg manggil aku 'adeek', gak ada yg bikin perut sakit gara-gara ngelawak di les, gak ada yg ucapin kalo mau bobo, gak ada yg nanya 'lg apa', gak ada yg ganggu kalo lg tidur, gak ada yg nanyi-nanyi kalo lg di les, gak ada yg bikin aku kesel, gak ada yg bikin aku ngefly sampe jatoh, gak ada yg bisa gantiin semuanya yg kamu lakuin tau :'{ dan gak ada kamu yg aku sayang :(

Biasanya ngomong 'byeeee' kalo mau tidur. Sekarang bilang 'byeeee' buat bilang.... Selamat tinggal, selamat bahagia sama pacar baru mu yah, aku nya masih sayang tapi janji kok mau lupain. Awet yaaah :)

Aku capek nangis mulu, aku dibilang cengeng sama temen-temen. Tapi gimana, orang gak kuat kooook. Sifat aku emg masih gabisa dewasa. Tapi ini mau belajar biar bisa dewasa. Mungkin cobaan dr Tuhan yah. Kalo lebay maaf yah, ini juga nulisnya gemeteran, mewek pula, temen2 pada blg sabar yaah. rasanya yg ngomong kyk gitu pengen aku jedotin. ngomong aja gampang -__-''

Makasih sukses bikin aku kelepek-kelepek sama kamu. Bikin aku gak bisa buka hati ke orang lain. Bikin aku nge-stuck di kamu.. Aku bisa ngerasain milikin kamu sepenuhnya. Walaupun sebentar tapi berarti banget loh buat aku. Bantu aku juga yah, Bantu aku biar bisa cepet lupain kamu nya.

Udah ah capek nangis, sebenernya gak penting

SEMOGA BAHAGIA!!!!!!!!!!!!

'Tidak selamanya orang yang kita sayang, belum tentu Tuhan mengizinkan kita untuk bisa memilikinya. Mungkin ada yang lebih pantas kita dapatkan daripada dirinya'

'Jangan anggap semua masalah karena 'jalan hidup lo gak mulus' tapi anggap masalah ini jadi pembelajaran buat menjadi sosok kita yg lebih kuat'

'Emang sakit melihat orang yang kita sayang bahagia sama oranglain, tapi akan lebih sakit kalo orang yang kita sayang gak bahagia bersama kita.'
'Menerima kenyataan memang sulit, tapi kita harus belajar menerima dan jadikan kenyataan itu sebuah pengalaman'

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no

Saya sayang Anda
Jangan jahat jahat lagi sama saya
Tolong jangan bikin saya nangis tiap malam

This song is for you!!! Who?yes you! The boy who always make me cry
Please.. If you never be mine, don't close! Stay away from me yaaah!!
Crying to see you and your girlfriend in recent updates!
It makes me soooooo jealous
What the hell!


Baby listen to me
I want you to tell me the truth
Stop being an actor
Don't put my love into your game
Can't you see I love you more than you know
Can't you see I'm trying to be honest
Don't deny me, I know it won't last forever
Don't argue me, your reason is not enough to make me
Believe on everything you did
Ooh baby
Don't forgive me my heart, Baby
You don't belong to me no more
no more
Now just take a step and go away
Find someone else to play your game
Can't you see i love you more than you know
Can't you see i'm trying to be honest
Don't deny me
I know it won't last forever
Don't argue me
Your reason is not enough to make me
Believe on everything you did
So now i'm ready to lose you
And i'm ready to let you go
So now i'm ready to leave without you
Please don't try to hold me
Coz i'm ready to loose you
I'm ready to loose you

"No more tears please"

Sekarang bulan April. Bulan depan bulan apaaaa?
Yap, bulan Mei !
22 Mei hari yang paling aku tunggu-tunggu
Bakal dapat sesuatu yang spesial?oh kurasa tidak..
Yayaya, aku ini orangnya isengan, jail sama orang
Adaaaa aja yang aku pikirin untuk kasih sureprise ke temen deket/orang yang aku sayang
Dengan hadiah-hadiah yang mungkin mereka fikir aku gampang belinya
Tapi taugaaaaak?gilak harus nabung! Merelakan segala keinginan demi kado untuk mereka orang tersayang
Bukan apa-apa ya atau aku gak iklash atau aku gimana gitu
Cuma yaaaaaa... Aku ngerasa sedih aja
Setiap ulang tahun aku gak pernah se-spesial ulang tahun mereka
Yaaa, tiap tahun ulang tahun aku dirayain dan diatur sama AKU SENDIRI kaaan?
Aku itu iri banget sama mereka-mereka:(
Gak usahlah pacar yang ngasih sureprise, sahabat aku aja udah senang aku
Tapi yaaa, gapapa jugasih.
Kata mama, yang penting itu bukan acara, sureprise, kado atau apapun
Yang penting mereka ingat ulang tahun aku aja udah alhamdulillah :')

Wassalam

You taught me everything
Everything you've given me
I'll always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah

There isn't anything
Or anyone that I could be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were gray
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me

And no one else can be
What you have been to me you will always be
You will always be the girl
In my life for all times

Mama, Mama you know I love you
Mama, Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like tears from the stars
Mama I just want you to know lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is, yes it is, oh, yes it is, yes it is, yes it is oh

You're always there for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did

(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/boyz-iI-men-lyrics/a-song-for-mama-lyrics.html)
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me and say to me
I can face anything

And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be, you will always be
The girl in my life, ooh oh

Mama, Mama you know I love you
Mama, Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like tears from the stars
Mama I just want you to know lovin' you is like food to my soul

Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinkin' about you
I'll never go a day
Without my mama

Mama, Mama you know I love you
Mama, Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like tears from the stars
Mama I just want you to know lovin' you is like food to my soul

Lovin' you is like food to my soul, oh yeah
You are the food to my soul, yes you are