Gak ada kata yang pas untuk menggambarkan gimana suasana hati aku saat akhirnya neraka itu datang. Saat akhirnya aku ditampar fakta kalo hal yang dulu pernah aku harapkan, itu cuma omong kosong. Saat aku harus melihat dengan mata kepalaku sendiri, saat aku harus mendengar dengan telingaku sendiri, saat aku harus terlihat bahagia di luar padahal di dalam udah banjir air mata.
I don't blame anyone. I blame me. For being too serious about anything and for being so stupid at that time. I should have known at the first place that he was kidding. he just made fun of me.
Dan mengutip kata kata di sipnosis sebuah novel, "I'm not heartbroken. I'm humiliated. I was falling for someone who wants nothing to do with me."
Anyway, since I have no words to express my feeling like I said before, I'm just gonna put this Justin Bieber's lyric on this blog. Gak semua bagian lirik itu relevan ke aku sih, tapi mostly iya. Yang dibold itu yang iya banget yaaa. And please no judging. Just let me be pathetic as always.
That Should Be Me - Justin Bieber
Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did, what you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?
'Cause baby, I didn't
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me
That should be me
You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies?
Whatcha doing to me?
You're taken' him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know
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