Ola's Privacy Blog

The worst and best part about having broken up with you is that I still love you. I still absolutely adore you.

it is wonderful because there is nothing as beautiful as being in love. even though you are literally on the opposite coast, even though we only speak every few weeks, even though our Twitter statuses have read and updated a usual, nothing has waned my love. you, you will always be beautiful to me. maybe someday I will fall out of love with you. maybe this love will turn to a one that hungers only for friendship. maybe someday I will meet your spirit again, this time without the whole school-moving-away deal. maybe this time we can be near each other. maybe this time, so many things that didn’t will fall into place.

it is terrible because everything I know you are tired, hurting, or just plain grumpy, I want to be the one who soothes your pain. and when you’re happy, I want to share in your happiness. and I know that we are supposed to move on, but I can’t. because I Love You.

I hope that one day, we will be able to be as close as we were before you left. I hope that, at the very least, we can be best friends again.

I miss you.
love, me.